Lazy Day

Yesterday I saw Terry. I don't know what title to give him. Friend-with-benefits is perhaps most accurate. He's having an incredibly hard time right now and there's just nothing I can do to really help. It breaks my heart that I can't do more. Last night I couldn't sleep, and I was mostly thinking about him and us and the second thoughts about everything that I know he's having. So I typed a long email on my phone. It took a couple hours to find all the right words. I was finally able to send it around 3:00 am. He hasn't texted much today, but he asked for time to think, so I'm trying to let him be for a while. Who knows? Maybe things are about to change again. Maybe not. Anyway, being up that late, I was so sleepy all day. First set of triplets with all alive were born this afternoon. One is really tiny. She'll be orphaned in a couple days and bottle raised.